The one I love.

~Kibum's POV~

I stare at my roommate who's humming happily while he search something to ware. He want to go date with Sekyung. I sighed. You must be asking why I look so pissed off. It because I fall in love with my best friend. And know he is straight and have a girlfriend. How LUCKY I am.

"Hey, Bummie... what do you think? Should I ware this?" He show me his black sleeveless shirt. "Or this?" He show me his white tight shirt.

I like both of them. He look sexy if he ware it. I shook my head. "Well, where you want to go?" I asked. I lay on my stomach and hugged a dino plushy a present from him for my birthday last year.

He grinned. “I want to take her to our favorite café.”

PANG!

My chest hurt. He want to take his girlfriend to our favorite place?! God, I always hope that place only for us. I can’t and I won’t share it.

I put my point finger on my chin. "Hm, you can ware the black sleeves shirt with leather pants...It simple but good..." I hate to choose his clothes for his date with that woman. I want him to look great only for me!

"Well, I thought that too...." He laughed. "Thanks Bummie..." He ware the clothes and went to the door. "Bye, Bummie..."

"Bye...wish you luck...."

When he close the door, I sighed sadly. ‘Love you, Jonggie… hope you have fun…’ I buried my face to my little dino, Hyunnie.

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~Jinki's POV~

I look my lovely one on the table. "Awww, you look so delicious babe.... I want to eat you now..." I grab the bucket of chicken and hug it. "You so smell good, honey...."

I saw Taemin came out of his room. He look happy today. What Minho do to him? I hope he didn’t do anything that would make Taemin’s ‘Umma’ mad.

"Hey, Taemin!!!!"

He jump and look at me. "Hyung, don't scare me like that...."

I show my white teeth. “Well, why you look so happy Taemin?”

He giggled. “Nothing, Hyung…” He replied.

I give him one of my lovely darling (chicken). “Eat it. It’s so delicious… You should try.”

His smile makes his baby face more adorable. “Thanks Hyung…”

“Your wel….”

BANG!

Me and Taemin startled. We look at each other. The voice came from JongKey’s room. I was too lazy call their name one by one ~,~;. We go to there and open the door a little enough so we can peek.

We sees Kibum crying. We look at each other worried seeing Kibum crying. I closed the door slowly and stare at Taemin.

“What happen with Key Hyung?” He asked. His dark brown eyes show his worry.

I sighed. “You are the only one who can ask that to Key. Go in and comfort him.”

He nodded. He entered the room.

“Wish you luck, Taem.” I said.

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~Taemin’s POV~

I entered Key Hyung’s room. I see he still didn’t realize I come in. I sit on the edge of his bed. “Umma…” I called him softly. “Umma, what happen?”

He look at me. His eyes red and puffy. “Baby….” He hug my waist and buried his face on my belly. “It hurts…. I can’t breath…” He said while he sniffles.

“Hurt? Where Hyung?”

He look at me with his red and puffy eyes and smile sadly. "No one can heal this wound, Baby." He got up and went to bathroom. He look at me. "What you want for dinner, Taemin?"

I blinked. "Uuuuhhh.... Beef stew?"

He smile at me. "Okay. You can wait me in kitchen and tell Onew Hyung 'don't dare you eat all of the chickens.'" he remark his words.

I sweat drop and nodded.

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~Still Taemin's POV~

"LEE JINKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMMIT COME BACK HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Key hold a big pan and trying to hit Onew with his big pan.

"I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" He still run away from Key's killer aura.

I sweat drop see our leader run away from Key. 'Key Hyung really mad.' I thought.

I felt strong arms hugged my waist. I smiled and look at my back.

“What are they doing?” He point Key and Onew. He lift me to his lap.

I giggled. “Onew Hyung eat all of chickens supply for this month.” I explain.

He nodded. He carried me with bridal style and take me to our room. “Just let them have their fun.”

I laughed and nodded

...............................

~Kibum’s POV~

I am watching the TV with half heart. I switch the channel randomly. I look at the clock. ‘It’s already midnight, where is he?’ My thought worriedly.

Creak

I hear the door opened. I go there want to see who’s arrive. I startled when I see Jonghyun his neck many kiss mark. My heart felt like squeezed. “Welcome.” I said lowly.

He smile at me uneasily. “I’m back.” He took off his shoes and follow me.

“Are you hungry? I made beef stew tonight.” I ask him without look at him.

“Yeah! I’m starving!” He said happily.

“Go take a shower first, I will reheat the stew.” I told him and went to kitchen. My tears fell when I reheat the stew. It hurt too much when I see the kiss marks on him.

“Hhhhhmmmm, from the smell it so good.” He hummed.

I jumped a little and try to wipe my tears. “It almost done.”

I give him a bowl of stew. I look at his naked upper body still wet from take a bath. ‘God, he’s so hot….’ I stare at him.

He turn him head to look at his back and look at me again. “Something wrong, Key?”

My fantasy disappear, I shook my head. “No, just eat it before it cold.” I want to go to our room, but I stop. “Don’t forget to wash the dish.” I walk again.

I sighed. ‘So they already have a sex.’ I smile bitterly. ‘It means I didn’t have a chance. How fool me.’ I hugged Hyunnie and try to sleep.

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~Jonghyun’s POV~

I look my reflection. Around my neck many kiss mark from Sekyung. I disgust with myself. I try to erase the mark. I sighed.

I come out from bathroom only with pajamas pant and a towel around my neck. I go to kitchen. I see Key with white apron prepare my beef stew.

‘God, he’s so beautiful.’ I thought. “Hhhhhmmmm, from the smell it so good.” I said.

I see he jump a little. “It almost done.” He said.

I sat and he give me a bowl of beef stew. I eat it with eagerly. I felt Key stare at me. I look at my back and turn to him.

“Something wrong, Key?”

He shook his head. “No, just eat it before it cold.” He said. He go out from kitchen, but he stop suddenly and said. “Don’t forget to wash the dish.”

I sighed. I lay my head on my arm. “Aaaarrrrgggghhhh….” I groan. ‘I want to kiss him and touch his body.’ My fantasy appears. I shook my head hardly try to remove my dirty mind.

‘God, help me. I want him so bad.’

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~Jinki’s POV~

“Good morning, guys,” I called out cheerfully as I walked into the kitchen.

“Good morning …” the rest all mumbled sleepily.

I just smiled and took a seat beside Jonghyun. “So, Jonghyun. How was your date?” I asked, oblivious to what was going on. Silence rose around all of us and I was confused. I noticed Key had a bitter face.

“I bet he had fun yesterday,” Key almost spat, but I knew he suppressed his tone that matched the expression he was showing. Jonghyun looked uneasy and didn’t say anything. What the hell? I have no idea what the fuck happen between all of them. And when I say ‘all of them’, I meant ALL OF THEM. I mean, obviously Taemin and Minho weren’t in any part of this, but Taemin looked like he was about to cry and Minho looked as if he wanted to say something but wasn’t allowed to.

I quickly looked down and was surprised to see ddukbokki in the dish in front of me. Apparently Key served us traditional Korean breakfast. Which is quite uncommon, seeing as he usually serves foreign dishes. I glanced up and looked at him with puppy dog eyes. However, before I could say anything -

“No chicken this MONTH,” he said forcefully.

A drop of sweat made its way down my face as I stared at him, my puppy expression gone. ‘Oops. I almost forgot that I already ate all of the chicken for this month,’ I thought. I still pleaded him, my palms pressed together and my face in a pained expression. “Pwease …?” I asked sweetly, my tone like a child.

“NO.”

I instantly sulked. To show my anger, I picked up my chopsticks and harshly began to eat, jabbing the food once in a while. Apparently, Key didn’t care as he calmly ate his share of the breakfast. This was the first breakfast that we had without any chatter. The only sounds came from the scraping of chairs, the chopsticks hitting the plates and Taemin’s giggles from him feeding Minho and vice versa like a couple of lovebirds.

After I finished, I looked at them and said, “Today, we don’t have any schedule.” They nodded as agreement. “What about we go shopping? I need some new clothes,” Key said and I knew he was lying; he just wanted to have some new clothes, not that he needed them.

“Me too,” Jonghyun said and Key gave him a subtle glare which I didn’t miss.

“All right, I’ll got to,” Minho said before patting Taemin’s head. “And Taemin won’t not go with me.” Taemin nodded enthusiastically, a bright smile plastered on his pretty little face.

“Okay. But we’ll go after lunch,” I said and the rest nodded.

*

~Normal POV~

It was after lunch and SHINee all went to Dongdaemun, the place where they went in ‘Hello Baby’ to look for Yoogeun’s clothes. Immediately, Taemin and Minho ran off to go God knows where, Jinki, having no interest being there but has to since all the other members wanted to go shopping, went off to search for places where they sold chicken that could already be eaten. Kibum tried his best not to groan and stomp his foot. Jonghyun and him were the only ones left and he has no choice but to go with Jonghyun since Jonghyun could get lost if he’s alone in a shopping mall. But Kibum wanted Jinki to follow him so things wouldn’t get awkward!

Kibum and Jonghyun were inside this clothing shop, searching. They didn't bother to remember the name since they could just go back outside to see the name if they wanted to return. “Hey, Bummie,” The lead singer called out as he steped out of the dressing room.

The Diva turned around and saw Jonghyun wearing a black and red checkered hood with a zipper and black pants. The hood was zipped down halfway, revealing a white turtleneck with a musical note design at the side. Kibum’s eyes widened as he tried not to stare.

“What do you think?” Jonghyun asked.

Kibum was speechless. He could only nod.

Jonghyun smiled widely. “I’ll take it then,” he said as he went back inside the dressing room to change back to his own clothes.

*

Key saw a black cardigan with a fur hood hanging, a matching black long-sleeved inside the hanger. His eyes widened and his mouth opened. He stared at the outfit in awe. It was the most beautiful (second to Jonghyun) thing he ever saw today. He turned to look for Jonghyun to ask for his opinion but he didn’t see him anywhere.

He looked around then decided that Jonghyun was still changing back to his clothes. He walked to the changing rooms and rounded a corner before stopping short. He saw Jonghyun and Sekyung kissing passionately in a corner. He doesn’t know why the hell Sekyung was there, but all he knew is that tears started stream down his pretty face. He left the department store with his heart broken all again, this time not bothering to remember the name of the store because he won’t ever be back.

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~Normal POV~ Taemin and Minho were walking back to the car, hand-in-hand. Minho kept on tickling the younger boy while Taemin tried to push him away, gigglingall the while. When they entered the car, they jumped slightly, surprised to see Jinki and Jonghyun waiting for them. Taemin blinked. "Where's Key Hyung?" he asked.

Jinki shook his head and shrugged, indicating that he didn't know where the diva was. Jonghyun didn't say anything.

Minho let go of Taemin's hand and reached for his cellphone. He dialed Kibum's number, trying to call him. When he heard a click, he opened his mouth, preparing to ask Kibum where he was. Minho was surprised when he heard a female voice. "The number you are calling is busy or out of service."

Minho hung up and looked at the Maknae, shaking his head. "Maybe he went back home 'cause he wasn't feeling well."

Taemin nodded, agreeing to what Minho had said. Minho and him climbed to the back seats while Jinki sat down on the driver's seat, Jonghun having called shotgun. Jinki drove them back with a single thought in Taemin's mind: 'Where are you, Key Hyung?'

*

~Taemin's POV~

I was playing my favorite game on Minho Hyung's laptop. After I finished the round I was stuck on for two days of Plants Versus Zombies, I glanced at the clock, worry etching my features. 'It's almost midnight. It seems darker now because of the thunderstorm...'

I heard the jingle of keys followed by the front the door opening. Instinctively, I put down the laptop on the coffee table and went to see who was at the door. It was obviously Key Hyung, since the rest of us are back here, but I still hope it was him. My eyes widened and my jaw dropped when I saw Key Hyung soaked with a miserable expression on. "Umma..." I said softly, still startled.

He looked at me and smiled sadly. "Hey, baby..." he said, voice softer than mine and slightly cracked. He ruffled my hair gently. "Why are you still awake? A growing boy like you should sleep on time," he said with his infamous motherly tone while closing the door and locking it.

I just nodded. "But, I was waiting for you, Umma..."

He chuckled and patted my head, straightening my shoulder-length hair. "Pabo, you shouldn't worry about me. Now look, you've got eyebags!" he lightly scolded as he caressed the bottom of my eyes. "Go to sleep. But don't forget to brush your teeth and wash yourself up." He pushed me softly to my room. I groaned slightly, not wanting to sleep yet.

"Neh..." I said, giving up and walking towards the bathroom.

*

~Kibum's POV~

I ran with tears down my face, my eyeliner smudged and my vision blurry. But I didn't care how I look right now. I just wanted to disappear. I ran to my secret place in the park. So secret, not even my SHINee bandmates know. No, not even Jjong. Upon reaching the area, I collapsed to the ground, my back hitting the trunk of the tree I used as support whenever I was daydreaming. I crawled into an upright little ball and hugged my knees, letting my sobs more freely now.

It hurts when you see the one you love with someone else. It hurts when you know that random smile isn't whenever he remembered something funny you did together, but for suddenly remembering that someone else. Now, his smile isn't for me. It's for her. Always has been, always will. There was nothing left for me.

"God, Jjongie...I love you so much..." * It was raining when I decided to walk back to dorm. I took out my keys and unlocked the door, pushing it slowly. Upon seeing Taemin still awake, I was a bit surprised, but that emotion didn't overcome the bitterness I was feeling right now. "Umma..." he said softly, eyes slightly wider than before. I looked at him and smiled sadly.

"Hey, baby..." I said, my voice softer than ever before. I cursed myself inwardly for the slight crack in the tone. To distract him from it, I ruffled his hair. I suddenly became worried. "Why are you still awake? A growing boy like you should sleep on time," I said as I closed the door and locked it. I cursed at myself again because my hand was trembling at the lock.

Taemin nodded like a cute little puppy. I fought the urge to hug him; I don't want him to get sick! "But, I was waiting for you, Umma..." he said.

I chuckled softly and patted his head, rearranging his beautiful shoulder-length hair. Why should he cut it? I see no reason for him to. "Pabo, you shouldn't worry about me," I said. I took his face in my hands and used the pad of my thumbs to lightly brush the bottom of his eyes. "Now look, you've got eyebags!" I straightened up and turned him to the direction of our rooms. "Go to sleep. But don't forget to brush your teeth and wash yourself up." I pushed him softly to his room, ignoring the slight groan of disappointment I heard from him.

"Neh..." he said, walking towards the bathroom.

I sighed heavily when I noticed the laptop still on, the lights still blaring. I went to the kitchen to dry my hands at the first towel I see. After drying them, I went to the laptop sitting innocently on the table and exited Taemin's game. I heard the bathroom door open then close, followed by soft padding of feet then another door opening and closing. I sighed. Taemin won't appreciate it, but he has to stop wasting electricity like this. I turned off the laptop and unplugged it from its charger, remembering to switch off the main power.

I entered Taemin's and Minho's room with the laptop held a safe distance from me. I opened the door slightly and smiled at the sight of Taemin already sleeping, his form being cradled by Minho. I gently placed the laptop on the nearest table and closed the door behind me. I sighed as I walked to the opposite room - Jonghyun's and my room.

I opened the door a little to see if Jonghyun was already asleep. I didn't hear any sounds of frustrated groans nor the sounds of fingers tapping the keypad of a cellphone or a laptop, so I guess he was asleep. I sighed and entered, grabbing the nearest towel along the way. I stripped off my wet clothes (all of them) and kicked them to the corner of the room; I can always get them in the morning. I dried myself with (obviously) Jonghyun's bath towel, not bothering to take a shower. I wasn't in the mood and who cares if I get sick? ...Wait...obviously, Taemin will.

I shook my head and finished drying myself up. I opened my wardrobe and quickly changed to my pajamas, the cold air of the AC hitting my bare skin. I turned around and hung the towl back to its original position. I walked closer to the bed and, even with the faint lights of Seoul illuminating his face through the blinds, I could still see him sleeping peacefully. I noticed his face looked like a baby dinosaur's, and I immediately clamped a hand to my mouth to stiffle a giggle fighting to get out. I climbed onto bed and laid beside him, my back facing him.

I sighed again and closed my eyes. "Goodnight, Jjongie. I love you..." I mumbled. * ~Normal POV~ Without Kibum realizing, Jonghyun was actaully awake when he entered the room. Jonghyun didn't know why, but he had this sudden instinct to pretend he was sleeping. Jonghyun could see Kibum stripping through his almost-closed eyes, and he didn't know why he was blushing. Kibum changed into his favorite pajamas and hung the towel back to where it was (it was too dark for Jonghyun to see whose towel it was). Jonghyun closed his eyes a bit and widened the crack a bit, just enough to make out the blurry outline of Kibum looking over at him and suddenly stiffling a giggle. Jonghyun closed his eyes when he felt Kibum's end of the mattress dip in.

His eyes snapped open when he heard Kibum mumble, "Goodnight, Jjongie. I love you ..." It was a good thing that Kibum's back was facing him or else the situation would've been extremely awkward.

After a few minutes, Jonghyun lifted himself up a bit to see if Kibum was asleep. When he confirmed that the diva was indeed sleeping, he stroked his cheek softly. "Goodnight, Bummie..." he whispered into his best friend's ear, hugging Kibum from the back. "I love you too..."

*

~Key's POV~

I woke up with something heavy around my waist. I glanced around then looked back to see Jonghyun's face very close to my own. My eyes widened in surprise, face becoming hot. I didn't know what to do. Should I wake him? I looked around for help but my gaze will inevitably return to Jonghyun's face. I don't think I'll ever see it this close again, so I took the opportunity and admired it; his long eyelashes resting on top of perfect cheekbones; his perfectly straight nose; plump, kissable lips; that strong-looking jaw... He is so handsome and I felt myself melt at the sight. I tore my eyes away from his stupidly perfect face at my gaze landed at the clock behind him. My eyes widened some more.

"Oh my God, WAKE UP, SLEEPY HEAD!" I screamed, curling my hand into a fist and bringing it down to his head.

He instantly woke up and stroked his head, sitting away from me. "OW! KEY! WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT FOR?!" he yelled.

"WE HAVE A MEETING WITH MANAGER, PABO!" I yelled back as I quickly grabbed my towel and ran to the bathroom. I hurriedly took off all my clothing and began washing myself. "THE MEETING STARTS IN AN HOUR AND A HALF!" I screamed loudly so that he could hear it on the other side of the door. Done with cleansing my body, my hands immediately squirted some shampoo on themselves and instantly worked on my hair.

Suddenly, the door was being knocked on harshly. "KEY, HURRY UP!" he yelled. I groaned and washed the last of the suds from my hair. I turned off the shower and quickly dried my body the best as I could. I wrapped my lower torso with my towel and unlocked the door. I opened it for him the same time I was putting toothpaste on my toothbrush. I noticed him staring at me as I was about to brush my teeth. "What are you staring at?" I asked. "More importantly, why aren't you coming in?"

"U...um..." Jonghyun said, scratching his head. I rolled my eyes and brushed my teeth in the fastest and cleanest way possible. I spat and rinsed my mouth, pulling him into the bathroom.

"I'm done. Go take a shower," I said, leaving him still frozen near the door of the bathroom.

*

I scrutinized the clothing in my wardrobe. I didn't have time, so I decided to wear a simple white shirt with a black jacket and dark blue jeans. I applied a bit of makeup and inspected my reflection at the mirror (Jonghyun's mirror). I smirked. "Perfect," I complimented myself, walking out my bedroom to the kitchen.

The first thing I saw was Minho cooking the rice. I also noticed Taemin slumped over the table, sleeping with his head cushioned by his arms. I frowned. That kid seriously needs his sleep. "Good morning," I greeted. "Thanks, Minho, for helping your mother-in-law!" I said as I smiled, patting his back. He nodded in reply.

I looked at my baby. "Minnie, what do you want for breakfast?" I asked sweetly, stroking his head. Taemin woke up and looked up at me, his face brightening. He opened his mouth to answer -

"CHICKEN!" Jinki Hyung yelled out as he leaped into the kitchen.

I straightened up and glared at him, my eyebrow twitching. "Jinki Hyung..." I said. I gritted my teeth. He backed away slowly. "I...already...said...no...more...CHICKEN!" I shrieked, trying to hit him with the broomstick that appeared in my hand (Thank you, Taemin).

"Jonghyun, help me!" Jinki cried out, hiding behind Jonghyun who just appeared. He held his arms up. "Key...calm -" I whirled around and unexpectedly smacked into him, not knowing he was that close behind me.

Jonghyun and I fell to the floor, me going facedown. Jonghyun instantly pulled me into a hug and buried my face into his chest to protect me from any damage. He hugged me tighter as his back connected with the floor. He let out a yell of pain and I looked up at him. "Jjongie!" I said. "I'm so sorry!"

He tried to sit up with much difficulty and pulled me to sit on his lap. He smiled at me, obviously trying to mask the pain. "No worries. You're okay, and that's all that matters..." he whispered as he caressed my cheek.

My cheeks instantly burned. 'God, why are you so kind to me?!' I shouted in my head. 'Please don't make me love you more!' I pleaded, knowing I was fighting a losing battle.

"Key Umma? Jonghyun Hyung? Are both of you all right?" Taemin asked us, worry evident on his face as he crouched down beside me.

I hugged him. "Of course we're fine, baby," I said, ignoring the scene of Minho chasing Jinki around with a butcher knife. "It's all thanks to Dino that I didn't injure anything, though he hurt himself." I threw an apologetic look to Jonghyun, but he brushed it off with a smile. I instantly thought of a reward for him. "Because you 'saved' me, you can choose what we eat for breakfast."

"Really?" he asked, his voice like a child. Taemin pouted.

I nodded cheerfully, trying not to laugh at the look of baby Minnie's face.

"Yay! I want omelet!" he cheered, and Taemin instantly brightened up again. Jonghyun hugged me again. "I love you, Bummie!" he declared as he kissed my cheek.

My eyes widened, drowning out the sounds of Jjong and Minnie cheering at the background. 'He kissed me! He kissed me! He kissed my cheek, but it still means he kissed me!' Before I could grin stupidly, I quickly pushed him away.

"Araso, araso..." I muttered, turning my attention to the stove so that he couldn't see my red face.

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~Jonghyun's POV~

I tried to sit up by myself, wincing in pain as I did so. When I was sitting upright, I pulled Kibum to sit on my lap. He was light, so I didn't feel extra pressure on my injured butt. I smiled, trying to not show the pain.

"No worries. You're okay, and that's all that matters ..." I whispered, stroking his cheek. Kibum's face instantly burned and I widened my eyes in amusement. 'Ki ... Kibum?'

"Key Umma? Jonghyun Hyung?" I looked up and saw Taemin crouching down beside Kibum. "Are both of you all right?" He is such an angel, instantly worrying over us.

Kibum reached over and pulled him into a hug. "Of course we're fine, baby," he said. I looked up and tried not to laugh at the scene of Minho chasing Jinki Hyung around with a butcher knife. "It's all thanks to Dino that I didn't injure anything, though he hurt himself." I snapped my attention back to Kibum, my eyebrow twitching. 'Dino?' I growled in my head. He looked at me with an apologetic look and I dropped my irritated expression, smiling at him instead. Kibum smiled back. "Because you 'saved' me, you can choose what we eat for breakfast."

I can't believe what he had just said. My eyes widened. "Really?" I asked, sounding like a child who found out they were going to Disney World. I tried not to look at Taemin pouting. Since Taemin was the one who stayed up waiting for Kibum, I should think like him and choose what he wanted to eat.

He nodded happily.

"Yay! I want omelet!" I said, and Taemin instantly grinned. I guess I chose the food that he wanted. I hugged Kibum again. "I love you, Bummie!" I cheered, kissing his cheek.

My eyes instantly widened, wondering why I just did that. 'I kiss his cheek. Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, I KISSED HIS CHEEK!' To not look suspicious or anything, I tried to cheer again, joining Taemin at the background.

He pushed me away and turned to the stove. "Araso, Araso ..." he muttered before standing up.

"God ... I hate meetings ..." I whined, thankful that I was on the van that was bringing us back to our dorm. I felt hands on my shoulders, followed by the pressing and kneading of them; someone was massage my shoulders. I looked behind and stared.

Kibum.

He smiled at me. "We have been invited by Changmin Hyung to SuJu's party. It's like, a celebration for something ... I forget what for."

Jinki nodded. "Yup, but they said we should change our clothes."

"Neh ..." I nodded tiredly.

I glanced at the mirror to see how I look. I chose a black tight wifebeater, with equally tight black pants. It's simple but good. ... Okay, okay, I was too tired to choose clothes.

"Oh. Done already?"

I turned around and saw Kibum with part of his body in the room. My eyes studied his appearance; a dark grey sweater, dark grey Anlo skinny jeans and a grey hat. I frowned.

Kibum was surprised at my reaction and looked down to inspect his own clothes. When he was down, he looked back up at me. "What?" he asked.

I shook my head. "Nothing. I was just wondering how rare it was to see you dressed like that."

He raise his eyebrow.

"I mean, you're always the fashionista of our group, and always fussy with our 'taste-in-fashion-so-bad-even-a-hobo-wouldn't-dream-of-wearing-these' as you would put it, but now ..." I trailed off since it was obvious he was getting the point.

He just smiled, sticking his tongue out. "Come on, the others are already waiting for us. I mean ... you."

~Normal POV~

"Welcome!" Changmin greeted as the SHINee members entered the club. He went forward and hugged Jinki. When he released the younger man, Jinki scurried back to stand beside his members.

SHINee, being the polite boy band they are, bowed respectfully. "Thanks for invite us, Hyung," the four eldest members greeted normally, while Taemin said it cheerfully. Changmin just grinned and ruffled Taemin's hair. "All right, no problem. Just come in and enjoy yourselves."

He left and Jinki, Jonghyun and Kibum expected Minho and Taemin to sit on the love seat which was situated on the far side of the rom. Minho and Taemin did leave, but not to have a little makeout session. Changmin came back and dragged Jinki to dance with him, claiming that his favorite song was on. ... And that leaves Jonghyun standing awkwardly near the door with Kibum.

Jonghyun glanced at Kibum who was staring at the dance floor with a slightly angry expression. Jonghyun looked at the direction of where Kibum was staring, wondering what was so interesting. He saw Taemin dancing closely and sexily to Minho, and Jonghyun raised a brow.

"Minho ... how dare you taint my little baby ..." Kibum growled.

Jonghyun felt a drop of sweat form on his face. "Um, Kibummie?"

The diva dropped his expression and looked at him sweetly. "Yes?"

"Do you want a drink?" Jonghyun asked, though he already knew the answer. Kibum nodded slightly enthusiastically. "Guess I'll have to bring one for you," Jonghyun chuckled awkwardly as he rubbed the back of his neck. He turned to the direction of the bar when -

"Jjo ... Jonghyun," Kibum suddenly called.

Jonghyun turned to look at him, heart thumping wildly. "Thanks," Kibum said softly, giving him the most beautiful smile Jonghyun had ever seen in his lifetime.

Jonghyun blushed and coughed to hide his embarassment. "You're welcome."

"Yah, Jonghyun, why didn't you go down to the dance floor?" Kibum asked, drink his tequila.

Jonghyun was busily texting on his phone. "Huh? Oh, no, I'm not hungry ..." he said, obviously not paying attention to Kibum. He didn't even spare a simple glance at his best friend.

Kibum huffed, annoyed that Jonghyun wasn't paying any attention to him. He thought that after the incident at the kitchen that morning, things between him and Jonghyun would've been better. Turns out he was wrong. ... God, he sounds like an easily-jealous girlfriend. Psht. Whatever. He picked up his glass and knocked his head back as he downed his tequila until the glass was empty.

"Key!"

Kibum looked up and saw Jaejoong standing in front of him with a wide grin. Kibum put down his glass and smiled. "Yes, Hyung?"

Even though DBSK disbanded, the former members were still invited to this party for ... reasons unknown. Kibum couldn't find out why and the Super Junior members kept on easily changing the topic whenever he asked.

"Dance with us!" Jaejoong said as he took hold of Kibum's hand. Kibum obliged willingly with a grin, allowing his Hyung to drag him to the dance floor.

~Jonghyun's POV~

"Yah, Jonghyun, why didn't you go down to the dance floor?" I heard Kibum ask, seeing him drink his tequila from the corner of my eyes.

I didn't quite catch the question properly, but I know he'll be pissed off if I asked him to say it again. So I just said the first answer that popped into my head. "Huh? Oh, no, I'm not hungry ..." I muttered, still typing out my text to send to Sekyung.

I heard Kibum huffing and the creak of a chair. I sent the text and looked up to see his head back as he downed his tequila in one shot. He looked pissed; guess I said the wrong answer. I opened my mouth to say something -

"Key!"

Kibum and I looked up and saw Jaejoong Hyung in front of him with a grin. Kibum looked down momentarily to put his glass down before looking back up and smiling. "Yes, Hyung?" he asked sweetly.

I won't even ask why the disbanded Dong Bang Shin Ki Hyungs were invited to this party.

"Dance with us!" Jaejoong Hyung said as he gently grabbed Kibum's hand. Kibum pushed himself up from the stool with a wide grin, letting Jaejoong Hyung drag him to the dance floor.

'Us?' I thought, confused. I looked at the dance area and saw Yunho Hyung waiting for them, his jacket already taken off and thrown into a corner.

My eyes widened when I saw Kibum taking off his sweater and threw it at the floor near my feet when he was between Jaejoong and Yunho Hyung. Now I know why he smirked at me that time back at home. God, he is beautiful. Underneath that sweater was a black long-sleeved, off-the-shoulder top. I don't want to know how he got such a girly shirt and how he looked so damn hot in it.

A particularly sexy song came up and Kibum snapped into a seductive pose. He danced between the two Hyungs, now and then running a hand down their thighs then back up around their waists. I gritted my teeth and turned around sulkily to finish my martini. After the song finished, a new equally-sexy one came up, and I was already on my ninth glass of martini. Darn, guess I shouldn't have drank so much. I stood up and could just make out the fuzzy outline of Kibum's sweater. I shakily bent down and picked it up, pressing it to my nose and inhaling the sweet scent. With a determined motive, I made my way to Kibum who was being grinded by both Jaejoong and Yunho Hyung.

Jealous? Yes. Envious? Yes. Angry? HECK YES!

I suddenly grabbed hold of a skinny arm and pulled a sweaty and heavily breathing Kibum into my chest. I wrapped my arms around his waist, dangerously close to his sweet ass. Jaejoong and Yunho Hyung were startled but they didn't say anything.

"He's mine," I snarled. "Back off!"

~Kibum's POV~

I was startled when Jonghyun suddenly turned me around and made me lean into his chest. I was stunned and sure that I was blushing like an idiot when he wrapped his arms around my waist. I looked at him. 'Is he drunk?'

"He's mine," he growled. "Back off!" I don't believe it! I was his?! As much as I would love to, not in this way!

"Jonghyun!" I yelped when he suddenly yanked my arm and dragged me upstairs. He opened the door to a lover's suite and I blushed again. "Jonghyun, what -?" I was cut off when he threw me against the wall before he flung my sweater somewhere over his shoulder. I raised both my arms so that I could push him away, but he held my wrists and pinned them to the wall, my hands trapped on either side of my head. I could smell the alcohol from his breath. Just how drunk is he?

"Remember, Bummie ... you're mine ..." he hissed near my ear before licking it.

I tried to shiver not because of the action nor the sentence, but because of the cold air. But you and I both know that I would be lying if I said that. "J-Jjongie ... you're drunk ... Please, let me -"

He cut me off again. Not because he hurled me to the other side of the room. He cut me off by roughly pressing his lips against mine. My eyes widened, staring at his closed ones. 'He kissed me. OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD, HE FREAKING KISSED ME.'

His hands slipped from my wrists and roamed all over my body. I felt my eyes flutter close as I tried my best to hold in my moans, still trying (and failing) to get him away from me. My eyes snapped open when he slipped his hand into my pants. "JJONG, STOP IT!" I pushed him away roughly and he fell to the carpeted floor.

I was breathing heavily and staring at him with tears in my eyes, pants unbuttoned and unzipped. Jonghyun suddenly stood up and approached me slowly, one hand in front of him. "K-Kibum ... I-I'm ..." I stepped back. Wait, since I was against a wall, I just slid away from him in fear, a tear making its escape from my eye. "I'm so sorry, Bummie ... I ..."

"No, don't go near me ..." I whimpered.

"Bummie ... I ..."

"JUST STAY AWAY!" I screamed and bolted the door open. I ran down the stairs and out of the club. My tears were blurring my vision heavily, and I don't know where should I go.

"Key!" someone yelled out. That someone stopped me by holding my arm. I winced and prayed to God that it wasn't Jonghyun. I slowly looked back.

"Jinki Hyung ..." I whispered in relief.

He sighed and pulled me into a tight hug. "Are you all right? You're trembling," he whispered as he stroked my head. He should've noticed that I was crying, but maybe he thought it was best to not mention it.

"Please ... Please, Hyung ... Please let me sleep in your room ..."

He pulled away questioningly, but nodded. He led me to our dorm which was only about three blocks away and five stories up. While we were walking, he just held me tight with one arm and held my hand with the his other hand, singing sweet songs that we sang. I almost fell asleep when he sang Best Place.

He unlocked the door and brought me to his room. He made me sit down while he searched through his clothes and helped me change into them. After making sure I was comfortable, he put the blanket over me and kissed my forehead. "Sleep well, Key. So tomorrow you can make fried chicken for me," he chuckled softly.

I giggled. What a sappy rhyme. "Yeah ... I hope so ..." I whispered before feigning a yawn so he can leave me to my thoughts. "Goodnight, Hyung ..."

"'Night, Key ..."

When Jinki turned off the lights, walked out of his room and closed the door, I couldn't help but think back to the incident not even twenty minutes ago. "Why would he do that to me?" I whispered, desperate to find answers. How do I expect myself to sleep, Jonghyun almost raped me! I couldn't believe him! What happened to him and Sekyung-sshi?

"Jonghyun, why ...?" I whispered as fresh tears started to form in my eyes again. After all that had happened, does he really believe that I could call him "Jjong" again? Does he really believe that he could still be my best friend? ... Okay, he might. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, a couple of tears making their way down to Jinki Hyung's pillow.....................